Scadalous/ Tuesday, February 28
wo..zhen de kuai le ma? am i realli happie with wad i haf..who i am now..or am i juz getting used to it..will my blog entry becum pessimistic too?? (argh..told ya it's contagious..)...am i startin to think negative most of de time now..gaaaa..diee...cannot cannott..aRieL.c ask..wad is frenship to us..to mee..fRenShiP mEanss..holding each other close to the heart..even when we're outta each other's mind..u'll look forward to seeing each other all the timee..fer eg..before ur lesson..u guys meet to go sch..den lunch..sure meet..aft sch..sure meet..(it becums automatic..once lesson end le will call each other..)..den..go out together aft tt...juz..like everywhere u go..or everything u do...like all do together de...of cuz not 24/7 laa..maybee..it's likee..no matter how tired u are..u wake up,,u make breakfast fer urself..u will make an extra set fer ur fren..and it happens often..cuz u noe..morning lesson 8am..need breakfast fer a perk of energy..so u're willing to do it fer her..[=frenship..also mean..tt u guys realli enjoy doing things together..juz abt anything and everything under the sun..can tok abt anything..[=..will sure update each other on ur everydae life..like..(which guy is ur new candy-eye and such..)..u enjoy saying..she enjoys listening..so ur fren..becums ur gossiper..ur study partner..ur work partner..ur dance partner..ur caretaker..ur problem solver..ur listening ear..ur khaki..yeap..so u do stuffs together..which includes not onli the happi things like hangin out and such..u guys..cry to each other..complain to each other..attitude each other..and juz get comfy with each other..[= and it takes timee to open up..also..likee...fer eg..u all wanna watch moviee..den one person cannot..*a-heMzz YeN*..den u all will WAIT fer tt person..so can watch together...lOLxx..like..willin to chg the date fer tt person..even if 10 ppl said ok lee..yeah lorr..of cuz...do crazy stuffs together...like stuffing more than 10 fries in ur mouth at one go..[=all theseee...= FRIENDSHIP...but but butt...ok..i admit..i dun make a good poly fren i supposed..i juz dunnoe how..to be a fren..to acquaintance..i guess..i need real true frenship..who can get thru tough times together too..i juz dunnoe how..realli..to hold sumone who isn't ur fren close to ur heart..it's not abt selecting ur frenz..it's abt..how much effort u both put in to make it possible...cuz in poly..wad u get is hi-bye frenz..or juz acquaintance..i guess u guys noe wad i mean..but i'm thankful..i met a few frenz..and sensing more..[=..thank ppL fer bein a fren..[=
therefore..frenship is precious..cuz true frenz doesn't cum by easy..they wun leave u in a lurch..[=..but also..of cuz all these feelings muz be neutral..it takes both hands to clap!!SOOOooo.....plz clap with me OH!!! hahahahah...plz start doin all these...where's my breakfast everyoneee????? heheheehehe
indulgence in the wee hrs 0f..
1:51:00 AM
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